{Samuel...

So, this is Samuel. It's been forever since I uploaded anything on to this blog. I had grand ideas of outlining our summer fun including vacations, reunions, visits from family etc... then summer came and went. Since I don't want to back track and tell you all about our fun summer, I'll start at the present (since that is the most exciting!)

Four weeks ago yesterday, we got a call from LDS Family Services. Our social worker told us that there had been a little boy born that morning and the birth family wanted to meet us. We scheduled an appointment to be in Vail at the hospital at 10:00 the next morning. We were under the impression that we were just one of many different families so we went with no emotional strings attached (of course there are ALWAYS strings!). The birth family had chosen and been talking to a family from Missouri but at the very last second, they backed out! How often does that happen? Never. So anyway, with our (okay my) guts in knots, we drove up to Vail and met this incredible family! We met the birth mom, birth dad, birth grandma and birth aunt (both on mom's side). They were so kind. We felt right at home. We chatted for a couple of hours, held the baby and then the social worker told us to go hang out in Vail Village and shop around, get some lunch etc... We just figured our time was up and that another family had an appointment at noon. How do you eat pizza knowing that you may or may not be a new mom tomorrow? I about lost my lunch a couple of times. Anyway, while we were at lunch the social worker called us and asked us to come back to the hospital so that we could talk some more. At that point (and of course, we were just guessing) we figured that either they loved us or hated us. We didn't think that they would call us back so soon to tell us "maybe"?!? We drove up to the hospital and the birth father was outside talking on hte phone. He looked preoccupied so we went into the waiting area to meet with Kelly, the social worker. Before Kelly could say anything, the birth father came up behind Todd and gave him a big hug. Then he came over and gave me one as well. He left just as quickly as he came. Kelly looked at us after he left and said, "Well, they liked you. Can you come back tomorrow and pick up the baby at 4:00"? I think we were both speechless... At that point the fears left and we were just so excited! We raced home and tried to get everything in order. We pulled out the old car seat, found Jackson's swing, did like 6 loads of laundry and tried to get our last good night sleep for 6 months! -needless to say, we didn't sleep much!

The next day was just as fast and furious. We had a home study in the morning and then we ran to the store to get diapers, wipes and formula. We picked up a few gifts for the birth parents as well. When we reached the hospital, we met with the birth family (birth mom's dad, sister, aunt and grandma) in a waiting room. We took a couple of pictures and then Kelly took us to another delivery room where we would have Samuel placed with us. Mackenzie (the birth father) met us there with Sammy in his arms. The placement was short but very, very sweet. Megan (the birth mom) wasn't able to be there. I think she was having an understandably hard time. We expressed our utmost gratitude for their selfless sacrifice. How do you thank someone for a gift like that? It was such an incredible day! We drove home that night with our new little bundle and felt so incredibly blessed to be touched by the miracle of adoption again in our lives! We so firmly believe that baby Samuel was meant to be in our family and we are forever grateful for a loving Heavenly Father that helped put us together.